Everything I have ever had before middle school is now GONE

Hello, as you all know, my in game username is thatonesweat. Here is my story and why I might quit.

I moved into my hometown at the age of 5, my brother was 3, and my sister was 2 weeks old. When I walked into my school for the first time, I had a Russian accent. This caused me to go to speech classes for 3 years, which got me bullied by the 5th graders. I now speak fluent English. In kindergarten, I was the funny kid in my class, unless I was the only one that thought crude humor was funny. Which I was the only one. I tried making friends in kindergarten. All I got was a visit to the principal's office when a group of girls lied about me pushing them off the swings. When I came home, My dad was furious. I tried to explain, but he said, and I quote, “Anything you say is bullshit, because you always lie to me.” That was when my mom started getting worried about me. She kept saying I needed therapy for being abused by the other children in my grade, but my dad declined. Mind you, this man's last visit to the doctor's was 12 fucking years ago, because he thinks he is invincible or some shit like that. Grade 1? Only one friend, and he faded as fast as he came, in 3rd grade. My kindergarten friend, Liam, started pulling away from me. He was my only friend. Now, he makes fun of me. 5th grade, no girls like me because of my glasses or my reputation from kindergarten all the way up to 5th grade. 6th grade? I had a very kind Science and ELA teacher, and they both proposed for me to have therapy at a school board meeting, due to my past experiences. All the other teachers? They declined, claiming that “I don't need that treatment”. Now my mother is pushing for therapy too. My dad says no. On the side, he basically didn't care about me. He loved my brother, whom ever though he is higher respected, I still love him for his energy. My dad also liked my spoiled sister, Who was being treated like a 3 year old despite being almost 7. Over the course of the summer of 2024, I was very upset with myself. I prayed to god every day that something good happens in my life. Nothing. _NOTHING. _ My family wasn't even religious; they had so much to do that we never had church Sunday. I learned how to pray from a fucking YouTube tutorial. Moving into 7th grade, I realized I need to lock in. But on the day of January 3, 2025. I fucked up. I slipped over Eaglercraft by accident, and instantly, I was hooked. Grades dropped to all B's, even some being close to a C. My mother is now even more concerned. But I kept lying to her, saying that its stressful. On the day of April 16th, my account got hacked. Everything was lost. My purpose was…

GONE.

4 months of work, just disappeared.

I sat in bed for 4 hours, staring at the wall. 

I couldn't take it anymore.

I snapped.

I smashed my school laptop to bits.

I can't

I CAN'T

A few days later, I got a new god set.

And as I was sitting in warp pvp, afk…

m4rdr broke 450k worth of armor.

Right there.

On this day.

4/24/2025.

I…

I broke down.

My true feelings slipped through my hands, typing on the keyboard.

I said I would quit.

silentwalker said PLEASE DO.

12 people messaged me for my stuff

Nobody

Cares.

I am sorry to say this

But

I might quit ArchMC.

Forever.

And to the people who make a ticket on this.

Go fuck youself.

Cya.

theonesweat… 

im so sorry this happened to you.

I hope you can heal from this one day. stay strong <3

theonesweat you've been thru allot same shit happedn to me to breh its alr try to be ur self keep shooting the shots ul make friends its alr

idk how to help u get ur stuff on surv

but in ls I can fs help u :D

Hi thatonesweat,

I'm really sorry that you've been made fun of by people, I have been too but not to the extent that you described. I really hope that you can keep playing Arch and get better gear, because while I never really knew you that well, you've always seemed like a nice person. 

My grades also dropped dramatically once I found Eagler, and over the past few months I've been trying to find a better balance between schoolwork and games. It's definitely hard, but also definitely doable. Best of luck!

If you do end up quitting, you'll be missed a lot.

-Voxel

thanks shade, but im banned because my /home was tnt duped

moral of the story dont afk?

It was in the safe zone you bum

anger issues u bum?

My god none of these snooty java players understand

lowk play sports get friends and yeah

and go to therapy

see this is what i mean by nobody liking me

holy hell skiller shut up man

Hi

i feel u

im in the same situation

theonesweat ignore the haters ur a nice guy. please dont quit :)

hey thatonesweat my friend here Fenty likes you

ah hell no skiller. as a friend yes

madly in love with you now we dont admit damm

MrSk1ller he just likes helping out people in tough situations

Isn't that normal

theonesweat *she