Everything I have ever had before middle school is now GONE

Hello, as you all know, my in game username is thatonesweat. Here is my story and why I might quit.

I moved into my hometown at the age of 5, my brother was 3, and my sister was 2 weeks old. When I walked into my school for the first time, I had a Russian accent. This caused me to go to speech classes for 3 years, which got me bullied by the 5th graders. I now speak fluent English. In kindergarten, I was the funny kid in my class, unless I was the only one that thought crude humor was funny. Which I was the only one. I tried making friends in kindergarten. All I got was a visit to the principal's office when a group of girls lied about me pushing them off the swings. When I came home, My dad was furious. I tried to explain, but he said, and I quote, “Anything you say is bullshit, because you always lie to me.” That was when my mom started getting worried about me. She kept saying I needed therapy for being abused by the other children in my grade, but my dad declined. Mind you, this man's last visit to the doctor's was 12 fucking years ago, because he thinks he is invincible or some shit like that. Grade 1? Only one friend, and he faded as fast as he came, in 3rd grade. My kindergarten friend, Liam, started pulling away from me. He was my only friend. Now, he makes fun of me. 5th grade, no girls like me because of my glasses or my reputation from kindergarten all the way up to 5th grade. 6th grade? I had a very kind Science and ELA teacher, and they both proposed for me to have therapy at a school board meeting, due to my past experiences. All the other teachers? They declined, claiming that “I don't need that treatment”. Now my mother is pushing for therapy too. My dad says no. On the side, he basically didn't care about me. He loved my brother, whom ever though he is higher respected, I still love him for his energy. My dad also liked my spoiled sister, Who was being treated like a 3 year old despite being almost 7. Over the course of the summer of 2024, I was very upset with myself. I prayed to god every day that something good happens in my life. Nothing. _NOTHING. _ My family wasn't even religious; they had so much to do that we never had church Sunday. I learned how to pray from a fucking YouTube tutorial. Moving into 7th grade, I realized I need to lock in. But on the day of January 3, 2025. I fucked up. I slipped over Eaglercraft by accident, and instantly, I was hooked. Grades dropped to all B's, even some being close to a C. My mother is now even more concerned. But I kept lying to her, saying that its stressful. On the day of April 16th, my account got hacked. Everything was lost. My purpose was…

GONE.

4 months of work, just disappeared.

I sat in bed for 4 hours, staring at the wall. 

I couldn't take it anymore.

I snapped.

I smashed my school laptop to bits.

I can't

I CAN'T

A few days later, I got a new god set.

And as I was sitting in warp pvp, afk…

m4rdr broke 450k worth of armor.

Right there.

On this day.

4/24/2025.

I…

I broke down.

My true feelings slipped through my hands, typing on the keyboard.

I said I would quit.

silentwalker said PLEASE DO.

12 people messaged me for my stuff

Nobody

Cares.

I am sorry to say this

But

I might quit ArchMC.

Forever.

And to the people who make a ticket on this.

Go fuck youself.

Cya.

nah like she told me he loves u so much and thatonesweat is a baddie i love him before

But honestly onesweat he have talked and you seem pretty nice. mrsk1ller i legit never said that can u just shut up

damn how tf did i get your gender wrong

lol dw abt it a lot more people do

I can relate. I have a strong indian accent and people make fun of me for it. Atleast a russian accent sounds cool. I don't like the sound of my own accent.

trust me a 5 yr old witha russian accent doesnt sound cool at all

Thatonesweat very sad and sry u got hacked and broke a gset

:( we will miss u

lowk russians are baddies

MrSk1ller if you're so down bad for baddies go and get one, then send me a pic

Like shut up

im talking ab u :D

I am a male.

I am not gay.

Please leave.

yes king

So sorry this happened to you, Im sorry i got mad at you and insulted you ;-; I hope you don't leave arch.

I said I might -

my grades are fucked and its PSSA week

The only hope of me staying is my bday

Hey thatonesweat,

You've always been a chill person to play with, even when you didn't have a rank. Silentwalker is one of my good friends on Arch and I will speak to him about his behavior. As for the bullying and school, keep your head up. Balance between an online persona and your grades is hard to maintain, and that's why I suggest you take a break until school ends so you can finish the year well. About the bullying, don't let it get to you. The extent of difficulty in your life is harder than I can imagine, and even though I'm not a very religious person, remember that Christ gives his toughest battles to his bravest soldiers.

Cheers,

200

200 gintamashii ahh ending

anyway

gl thatonesweat, u and I were pretty chill and u halped me alot

thatonesweat if u see me on jus /msg me and if I have stuff to spare I always give

to anyone who asks basically

mrsk1ller tf is ur problem bro

stfu

dont quit…. never lose hope/….. and always use a good password and u got this dude pull thru

ty

having an accent is cool

its also an indicator you know more languages than other people

its state testing for us too

ngl one sweat I always with you ngl when mrdr broke your armor I was the first one there to comfort I am a bi late for this one but I recommend taking a month of eagler studying get your grades about and speak to someone about you problems F silent and mrdr.