Everything I have ever had before middle school is now GONE

Hello, as you all know, my in game username is thatonesweat. Here is my story and why I might quit.

I moved into my hometown at the age of 5, my brother was 3, and my sister was 2 weeks old. When I walked into my school for the first time, I had a Russian accent. This caused me to go to speech classes for 3 years, which got me bullied by the 5th graders. I now speak fluent English. In kindergarten, I was the funny kid in my class, unless I was the only one that thought crude humor was funny. Which I was the only one. I tried making friends in kindergarten. All I got was a visit to the principal's office when a group of girls lied about me pushing them off the swings. When I came home, My dad was furious. I tried to explain, but he said, and I quote, “Anything you say is bullshit, because you always lie to me.” That was when my mom started getting worried about me. She kept saying I needed therapy for being abused by the other children in my grade, but my dad declined. Mind you, this man's last visit to the doctor's was 12 fucking years ago, because he thinks he is invincible or some shit like that. Grade 1? Only one friend, and he faded as fast as he came, in 3rd grade. My kindergarten friend, Liam, started pulling away from me. He was my only friend. Now, he makes fun of me. 5th grade, no girls like me because of my glasses or my reputation from kindergarten all the way up to 5th grade. 6th grade? I had a very kind Science and ELA teacher, and they both proposed for me to have therapy at a school board meeting, due to my past experiences. All the other teachers? They declined, claiming that “I don't need that treatment”. Now my mother is pushing for therapy too. My dad says no. On the side, he basically didn't care about me. He loved my brother, whom ever though he is higher respected, I still love him for his energy. My dad also liked my spoiled sister, Who was being treated like a 3 year old despite being almost 7. Over the course of the summer of 2024, I was very upset with myself. I prayed to god every day that something good happens in my life. Nothing. _NOTHING. _ My family wasn't even religious; they had so much to do that we never had church Sunday. I learned how to pray from a fucking YouTube tutorial. Moving into 7th grade, I realized I need to lock in. But on the day of January 3, 2025. I fucked up. I slipped over Eaglercraft by accident, and instantly, I was hooked. Grades dropped to all B's, even some being close to a C. My mother is now even more concerned. But I kept lying to her, saying that its stressful. On the day of April 16th, my account got hacked. Everything was lost. My purpose was…

GONE.

4 months of work, just disappeared.

I sat in bed for 4 hours, staring at the wall. 

I couldn't take it anymore.

I snapped.

I smashed my school laptop to bits.

I can't

I CAN'T

A few days later, I got a new god set.

And as I was sitting in warp pvp, afk…

m4rdr broke 450k worth of armor.

Right there.

On this day.

4/24/2025.

I…

I broke down.

My true feelings slipped through my hands, typing on the keyboard.

I said I would quit.

silentwalker said PLEASE DO.

12 people messaged me for my stuff

Nobody

Cares.

I am sorry to say this

But

I might quit ArchMC.

Forever.

And to the people who make a ticket on this.

Go fuck youself.

Cya.

thatonesweat I know how it feels when your armor brakes D:

wampus_ its not like that.

I feel the pain you felt, everything taken away from you, your things, and everything you used to own, taken by people who thought it was fine, they would've said its a joke, even though they don't know how you feel, sorry man about your loss, and be careful with everyone, and everything else if do not quit ArchMC, it's ok to quit, but think about, we, and me are there for you.

bru

Did I smth wrong?

sweat YorLost here your a cool person I’m glad to know you Ik you always have my back I hope you definitely come back but a break is needed don’t listen to the haters they ain’t Shi anyways be you do what you love gl bro

Hey MrSk1ller, I won't refer to you as Skiller as that makes us look like friends, 

but do you know the pain of four months of work gone?

Or being bullied for your whole life?

But Nobody Cared?

Think about what your saying man, he's probably not feeling like having jokes,

Don't be gay, or stupid and actually think about it.

You have to use the n-word in conversations to help with arguments about you.

Make proper insults or apologize.

I think I'm being cringe for people I don't know.

Frag he’s beefed with me with my alt has lied many times and done other weird shit. If u don’t know the backstory why are you even talking Dumbass

we do not need a whole ass life story :sob:

You need to know his background to know what he’s been through so you know how to show sympathy 

also did you guys ever do second step and hear this song that goes like

walk walk walk walk in their shoes take a look and see what they’re seeing and yadayada

me crying in the corner cuz of story

Should be made into a fictional story, cuz I'm gonna make it one.

Damn bro. I do NOT know your struggle. I have one question though. How did m4der kill you if you were in the safe zone?

@thatonesweat, it concerns me to read this, and I just want you to know that despite myyself coming off a s a toxic shitbag on forums, i don't mess around when it comes to physical and mental health. If you're looking for advice, therapy, or just someone to talk to, my discord is always open (retrowave_17) I've seen countless people quit Arch due to grade drops, mental declines, and just unhappiness with the server's populace, and I understand what you're going through right now. My advice would be to take a break from Arch, if not forever, then just temporarily, push for therapy, there are countless online therapists, and finally, don't let your father get to you. Again, my line is always open, hit me up if you need anything.

With faith, hope, and charity,

retrowave_17 / extras

ik how you feel bro I bin through that for the past 13 years

Dude please dont quit… I was there when all of this happened.. don't quit. I was also in the same situation when i was in 7th grade
I was bullied by almost everyone in the class. Since then, I have been invisible in the school and my only escape was video games.. My grades have also dropped. 
I was also killed by a random majestic dumbass “kingbobking” at spawn. I lost my months of hardwork . 

The thing I would like to say is don't quit, as life can be tough & stressful, and the things which give relief are tv and video games. Watch youtube, listen to music and play online, as this is the place which has all kinds of people who can uplift you.